As I started my photography class, I thought I had a pretty solid grasp on what I wanted to do for my personal project. I wanted to combine my love for educating others through theatre and drama with my new found engagement in photography. As an educator and theatre artist, the process of creating a successful production is equally as important as the final product. Because I find the rehearsal process so gratifying, hard, and collaborative, I thought it would be a unique experience to try and convey this usually hidden process to an audience through photographs. While this is something I hope to do in the future, I couldn't help but feel that my concept was lacking. As I was working to shoot the photographs during rehearsal, I felt like I was taking candid snapshots as opposed to conceptualized thought out photographs. While the people in the images are doing incredible things, what was it that I was doing behind the camera? What was it, you ask? NOT MUCH except Panicking (yes, with a capital P, because it was that severe of a moment) and trying as hard as I could to adjust various settings on my camera to create an aesthetic that I was not quite sure of yet. I knew the concept behind the photographs, but was unable to pin down the technical and artistic qualities I want to pursue with the images. This whole idea is one I hope to revisit later as a less-novice photographer. Even though I got some awesome shots.... For the moment, I am unable to place the aesthetic I want onto the images. Also, to take rehearsal photos involves a lot of improv, and I am not able to technically set-up my camera that quick at this early stage. Alas, for another day and time....
So after that lovely tirade, where am I left? Well, to tell you the new plan right away would be to bypass the other little thoughts that ran through my "wheels always a' turnin'" brain. And whether or not you care to hear them, I plan to record them for my own happy sake :o). Hehe. After the day I shot multiple PANICKED photos at rehearsal, I reflected on the observations I made at previous visits. These reflections started leading me on a track that would take me to my newest idea. Throughout the rehearsal process, I consistently heard Steve lead discussions on the text, and many a time I heard the phrase "Well, that's one interpretation of it." So I thought, there's an idea I can work with: "interpretations." Steve's project (and mine in turn) truly lends itself to exploring interpretations. So, I thought, I can try and aesthetically place my interpretation of a moment in "Shrew" on top of the interpretation that is happening for the individuals presenting the scene. But then again, there I went with with a broad idea, and a reliability on capturing moments in action - which I may or may not be able to accurately represent, given that it can take me anywhere from 30 seconds to 3 minutes to set up a shot (and that's when I'm working speedily). But not too fast..... I m still astounded and interested by the notion of interpretation in character work and development.... So, I do not plan to leave this idea cold turkey. I'll get back to it in a moment.
So, with the ups and downs in my mind, I have finally landed in that happy place of "wow, this might actually work out in a way that will match my novice skills, big ideas, and the extreme talent of the individuals I am working with." Over the past 3 weeks, I have been exploring and playing with my camera meticulously, and I have come to love shooting outside and using natural lighting as opposed to flashes and other lighting devices. The city has become such a playground for me and my camera. I have come to love working in this urban and city-scape environment. So, with the permission of the cast members first and foremost, I would like to carry out discussions with anyone who is willing about their interpretation of their character, and I would like to place that character somewhere in the city and shoot "portraits" of that character. These portraits would be heavily influenced by the discussion between myself and the actor. I believe you cannot accurately represent anyone through photographs/portraits without knowing something about them and the way they view themselves and those around them (I want to know these ideas you have about your character). I think a good portrait is equally as informative as it is thought-provoking. I would love for these discussions to lead to accurate portraits of Shakespeare's characters and the way that each of you have interpreted them. I am a big fan of "Shakespeare in the Parking Lot" and I want to explore the notion of city as scenery along with this idea of character interpretation. The NYC settings will not be arbitrary but thoughtfully and carefully chosen. I see this as a unique opportunity for collaborating and making connections. This I find very exciting.